i am too young to have this many embarrassing memories
that moment of intimacy with the person who adjusts your seat belt on a roller coaster
You just like the idea of me. You like the person I present myself under circumstances that I can control. I choose what I say and how I say things. It’s like being attracted to a fictional character in a book. They are scripted and made up. If you think about it, through writings, we all script and make ourselves up. I don’t share the person I become when I am upset. I don’t show you how I look like when I sleep. I don’t tell you about all the times I’ve made someone cry. All the guilty things I’ve done and the bad thoughts I’ve had.
Han (via pearlai)
where can i buy that for free
give me 4 years ill be hot